I know what it feels like to be a victim as well. I know how if feels to have loneliness acting as your best friend. I know the comforts destruction can offer, but I also know the consequences it leaves me with. Was it worth it? Maybe, but I would never do it again for anything.
My name is Heathyr. Hi.
Growing up, I had to deal with a lot of unnecessary tension geared towards my weight. I was ridiculed and I remember crying for hours and hours about how much I wanted to be thin. Looking back at that point of my life is a privilege, not a right. I now live my life trying to help myself, but I'm still human and the costs are dire. I will never be stick-thin and I always be jealous of others. I have to eat several times a day even when I don't want to. I am the story of so many girls, too many girls, and now, I want to use what I know to help those who need to hear the words: you are beautiful. I am 20 years old. I live in Lethbridge, Alberta, Canada. I do not own a weight scale. I am 5'0 ft tall. I have the mindset of an Anorexic girl because I was once in that place. Physically, I am not allowed to venture into that place. This is my struggle to get better, so that I can be happy.
